MeeShelle

For the past few weeks or two I’ve been feeling extremely exhausted why??? No idea whatsoever. So I din’t blog last sunday as I was meant to, I think I’m losing a pound a week or som’n like that. As I said before i am extremely exhausted and will be accepting ideas on how to kill fatigue. Nothin’s changed I still have my routine the usual bike ride and stair climb eating healthy, drinkin lots o water,,,,,, So please help i cant even write anymore. Keep it up guys never give up. cheers.

I have never been as happy as I have in the last three days. So I lost a pound and that is fine, fine? NO it’s awesome. I used to think that the saying there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel is misleading. Coz according to me there’s always a tunnel at the end of the light at the end of the tunnel. Lol confussing right?? But I finally reached the light and there is no tunnel in sight not in a million years (I hope). So why all this joy you ask? I finally met a guy who is proud of me and how I look, I think the last time I felt this happy was approximately three years ago. In fact when I told him am trying to lose few pounds he was kinda disappointed but he said he will support me all through. It really feels awesome to have someone tell you how amazing you are and they just love you as you are. Anywho that’s what’s been happening, my journey continues and this time I’m more motivated than ever. And I thank you guys for the support big tyme. This road trip is awesome especially when the group is big right Have a good week guys. Hugs for all.

Ok I am so loving me right now. This week wasn’t as bad as last week, well I don think I should say it was bad but this week was wayyyyyy better. So I weighed in today and I have lost four ponds in two weeks, Now you see why I’m loving myself :-)) I started riding my bike this week and that feels awesome. I just wish I had a puppy to accompany me on my bike rides, that park is kinda giving me goosebumps. I try not to go for my ride too early or too late coz those times the park is kinda empty. Otherwise I just love the relaxing effect it has on me, I call it the heavenly bike ride, Loll coz when I am in the park with the wind in my face I tend to drift away and forget every thing. The stream flowing, birds chirping, wind whistling :-) :-) ahhh that’s the life.

Any howwwww I set a goal for me if I reach my mid point I will go sky diving and I’ve wanted to go sky diving for a long time I actually wanted to do it on my birthday which by the way is 28th 2morro but I decided to do it later. So that is one of my motivations. I hope all you guys are doing great and thanks for the support.

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Ok so I decided i’d be weighing myself every two weeks instead of every week. And all i have lost is just two pounds :-((((  Was a lil bit dissappointed but it’s better than nothing. Maybe my scale is lying to me HMMMMMM maybe it is.

Well I decided to take my measurements during the weekend and I have along way to go. 47-45-54 those are some very big numbers. I hope in two weeks they’ll have dropped. All in all I am now more determined than ever coz this tiger is not giving up no way. ;-)))

Ok so I was a kinda sick for the past week and I decided to get on the scale this morning, and boy was I shocked I have lost a whole 12 pounds. I was speechless, totally speechless. I just hope they won’t crawl back now that I am feeling better. Back to my 17 flights of weightloss….. Hmmmm talk about torture. going down is a piece o cake comin up….. holy cow. Well thats that. lets see how this week goes.

I have a question. Is it possible to inherit body structure or body weight, (I don’t know if I’m making any sense or not.) But the reason for my question is this, my grandma was a really big woman and when i say big I mean big (6ft5.) My dad is big, and according to all my relatives I am an exact replica or clone of my grandma. With that said my question is if I take after my grandma will I be able to lose weight and probably become a size 8 or 6.

So I live on the 17th floor and with my ever busy schedule I can’t make it to the gym as much as I want. So I decided I’ll be going up and down the flight of stairs of my building, I’ve done it before and now I’ll be doing it every day. Coz this time I will do it there is no giving up for me. No matter what. Maybe I should get myself a boxing/punching bag to help me get rid of all the frustrations that are on the way……

Maybe I will.

Ok… So I begin my journey on a serious note. I’ve always been thinking of doing it but maybe I needed a jolt. Which I got yesterday. So this guy I’ve been seeing tell’s me that he’s turned off coz o my weight. I was mad first of all coz he told me this after four months. So I decided I need to get working on myself.